First Thoughts

To better comprehend what I go through, I've decided to write. I, like so many people, have so many fucking thoughts on my mind that I can't tell a human face to face. It is much easier for me to vent and broadcast my thoughts to a screen. I don't get feedback, I don't get criticized, and I can delete an event I just simply want to forget about. Welcome to the 21st century.

I'm a sex addict.

I'm a porn addict.

I have a disease I'm just not sure what it is yet.

I am insecure beyond reason and probably will never change.

I'm locally famous. 

I'm a college student with an undefined major.

I hate my family life.

I'm shallow and selfish.

I have enough emotions for 25 people.

I'm a great listener when I want to be.

I think about the future too much. 

I need therapy.